Two Ways
Someone just powered up a weed whacker outside.
The two-stroke motor growls and curses. The motor, amplified,
screams. Now is the season for weed whackers.
For push or riding mowers running over and over
neat lawns. Inside my house, inside my body, the noise is so loud
the crowns on my molars vibrate. The vibrations hurt
the backs of my eyes. Goodbye spring and hello summer.
Hello migraine. Hello allergies. In the middle, or maybe
the beginning of the American Century, nurseries began, almost
exclusively, to breed male trees. Females bear fruit, leave stains
on sidewalks. City planners have no time for messy females.
Now the air is puffed thick with male trees’ pollen.
Hello allergies. One machine stops and another begins. Still,
all those fruitless trees drop their leaves in the fall.
They slick up walkways. Dangerous heaps of brown
many hate. Fall is the season for leaf blowers. Where I live
there’s never a quiet season. In winter, while plants regain strength
to grow into their own cycles of desire, snowblowers kick on.
One machine stops and another begins. Trim season. Mow
season. Blow season. Push season. Then start each motor
all over again. The machines take my body. It hurts.
The body thirsts and it hungers. It forgets there is another way.
Let grass grow into a soft rustle. Let weeds flower
into a gentle array. Let fruit grow and let plants go
to seed. Let leaves fall. Let them fall. Let them stay. Let them soften,
in slow time. Before and under and after the silencing snow.