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Late Summer Then Blink and It’s Fall | by Camille T. Dungy
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Late Summer Then Blink and It’s Fall

Three Poems

by Camille T. Dungy

Katrine Noer / Connected Archives

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Camille T. Dungy is the author of several collections of poetry, most recently, America, A Love Story; the memoir Soil: The Story of a Black Mother’s Garden; and a collection of personal essays, Guidebook to Relative Strangers. She is also the editor of Black Nature: Four Centuries of African American Nature Poetry and co-editor of the From the Fishouse poetry anthology. Her work has appeared in Best American Poetry; 100 Best African American Poems; Best American Essays; The 1619 Project; All We Can Save: Truth, Courage, and Solutions for the Climate Crisis; and over fifty other anthologies; as well as in The New Yorker; Poetry; Literary Hub; Paris Review; and Poets.org. Her honors include an American Book Award, two Northern California Book Awards, two NAACP Image Award nominations, the Colorado Book Award, a California Book Award silver medal, and a Guggenheim Fellowship. She is a distinguished professor in the English Department at Colorado State University and the poetry editor at Orion Magazine.

 

South of Hollywood / In the OC: A Brown Girl Remembers

 

leaves did not fall there in fall because there was not really

fall there sometimes rain slicked hightrafficked roads

and they called the rain season winter and sometimes

parching dust blew in on hot wind though they didn’t think

of that time as a season they called it always summer there

always spring called it always could be sunshine bright

grave markers they laid flat like steppingstones

on greengreengreengreen lawns so we drove by

graveyards we weren’t supposed to notice because

they needed to believe everything always stayed alive

there flowersflowersflowers always open on stalks so many

bushes burning with pinkyellowwhite blooms all those

trees festooned with red and purple paperthin petals I lived

there from two and never saw a hearse until I was a childwoman

with my first small breasts and monthly blood didn’t

know how a body could go when a body went nothing

for reference no upright headstones not even trees

showed me what letting go of the dying looked like no

one around looking old even no everyone sosososo

beautifully young in that place with no fall no real

winter where berries swelled all year olives ripened stone

fruit sometimes dripped from even burst on the trees

 

 

 

Two Ways

 

Someone just powered up a weed whacker outside.

The two-stroke motor growls and curses. The motor, amplified,

 

            screams. Now is the season for weed whackers.

            For push or riding mowers running over and over

 

neat lawns. Inside my house, inside my body, the noise is so loud

the crowns on my molars vibrate. The vibrations hurt

 

            the backs of my eyes. Goodbye spring and hello summer.

            Hello migraine. Hello allergies. In the middle, or maybe

 

the beginning of the American Century, nurseries began, almost

exclusively, to breed male trees. Females bear fruit, leave stains

 

            on sidewalks. City planners have no time for messy females.

            Now the air is puffed thick with male trees’ pollen.

 

Hello allergies. One machine stops and another begins. Still,

all those fruitless trees drop their leaves in the fall.

 

            They slick up walkways. Dangerous heaps of brown

            many hate. Fall is the season for leaf blowers. Where I live

 

there’s never a quiet season. In winter, while plants regain strength

to grow into their own cycles of desire, snowblowers kick on.

 

            One machine stops and another begins. Trim season. Mow

            season. Blow season. Push season. Then start each motor

 

all over again. The machines take my body. It hurts.

The body thirsts and it hungers. It forgets there is another way.

 

            Let grass grow into a soft rustle. Let weeds flower

            into a gentle array. Let fruit grow and let plants go

 

to seed. Let leaves fall. Let them fall. Let them stay. Let them soften,

in slow time. Before and under and after the silencing snow.

 

 

 

Late Summer Then Blink and It’s Fall

 

                                            —for Callie, moving out at fourteen

 

I gathered the flowers

that leaned over

our walkway

 

like some drowsy

headstrong child.

I thought I would build

 

a bouquet

to grace

our kitchen table.

 

But then I saw a nest

those two wrens wove

this spring

 

sagging off a branch

in the cedar. Empty

now. Already

 

I have changed

my mind.

I gave them away.

 

Every bloom.

Every flower.

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Reflecting a world where snow no longer arrives, annual migrations fall out of time, yet first blossoms still burst, Seasons, our sixth print edition, moves through three themes: requiem, invitation, and celebration—each a contemplation on the paradoxical ways the seasons now beckon us into intimate relationship.

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